Song of a Lover Who Would Hate

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Song of a Lover Who Would Hate
  • If I could only learn to hate
  • the one who's always hated me!
  • If I could only make her hurt
  • for all the ways that she's hurt me!
  • I would have revenge at least
  • if I could pay back part of the grief
  • to the heart that so grieved me.
  • But I can't even learn to fool
  • my very own heart. It fooled me
  • by making me completely fall
  • for one who'd never fall for me.
  • And this is why I never sleep:
  • I try but can't repay the grief
  • to the heart that so grieved me.
  • I pray that God will yet reject
  • the one who always rejected me,
  • or that I'll make her feel upset
  • for all the times she upset me.
  • Then I'd finally sleep in peace
  • if I could pay back part of the grief
  • to the heart that so grieved me.
  • Or that I'll bring myself to ask
  • the one who never once asked me,
  • why I've always thought of her,
  • though she's never thought of me!
  • And this is why I'm suffering:
  • I try but can't repay the grief
  • to the heart that so grieved me.

[English version by Richard Zenith]